I am at a dead end now, I asked myself not to blog about unfortunate stuffs because I knew that most of you guys come here to read about stuffs that will make you happy but it has been getting really bad lately I told myself to write it out before its too late.
I m fuckED, my life is fuckED! I m suicidal and I felt farking useless ..... how i wish I m dead so i wont be a burden to anyone.
I dont know where to get help ....
9 August 2007
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Dude, what's goin on. This sounds serious...
ReplyDeletePersonally I wouldn't mind if you wrote about your problem here, I'm sure everyone wants to understand (I for one), and if possible offer a helping hand.
Mmm, stay vigilent.
yoh brother!
ReplyDeletewazzup? sounds like you are in some deep-shit leh... anything I can do to help?
let me know yah!
hey ya dude....
ReplyDeleteya, every body are concerning about your situation...
it's sound so serious...
mind to share with other bloggers here?
maybe we can offer some helps.....
I hope things will get better for you. Suicide is not the answer lor... stay strong, ok. Hug u can anot jek?
ReplyDeleteWhoa... take it easy. Please do share your troubles... you have given us so much joy all this time. Perhaps someone here is able to help. You can always look to the blog community for help!
ReplyDeleteRojaks,
ReplyDeleteWhat's up?
Dun siao siao, remember you have family, friends and us blogger fansi too.
If you feel like giving up, go look at your little devil.
ReplyDeleteIf you feel you are useless, go look at your parents.
If you feel you have no one for support, go look at your wife.
If you still feel like crap, turn to your blog readers. Because it's a two-way process. In good times, we laugh at Ah Beng jokes. In bad times, we listen to you rant.
Hi.. I'm reading ur blog almost everyday.. It makes me feel better even in how deep shit i am.. so just pour your feelings without hesitation.. we might not have a solution but we can help to crack our heads for you...
ReplyDeleteShare your problem... Maybe some of us can help...
ReplyDeleteTaikor, what happen? You sounded so sumfun and serious. Anything I can help, you know how to look for me, rite? You got my email and hp no mah........ Angel is rite, suicide is not an answer. No matter what, there is always a hole out. Trust me!!!
ReplyDeletehey,
ReplyDeletebe it whatever, even though it's something serious, we are still here wei!
Stay strong dude!
Bro... as we always told u to cool down your mind and settle it 1 by 1. Now we just never met for 2 weeks and everything gone hairwired. Why you never seek for our advices or suggestion before you done it?
ReplyDeleteRemember we are always your friend no matter what happen to you, please come to us if you need our help.
Take care.
Stay strong, man! You can do it!!
ReplyDeleteGood luck with your situation. :) If I can help, I will.
ReplyDeleteWingz, don't worry! Instead, let me entertain you with a joke this time, ok?! Ahem, here goes;
ReplyDeleteAn engineer dies and goes to hell. After a while, the engineer gets dissatisfied with the level of comfort in there and starts designing and building improvements. After a while, hell has air conditioning, ingflush toilets, water fountains and escalators - making the engineer a pretty popular guy.
One day God phones Satan up and asks with a sneer: “Hey buddy, how’s it goin down there in hell?”
Satan snickered back, “Things are going great actually. We’ve got air conditioning, flush toilets, escalators and the works. Hell (no pun intended), there’s no telling what this engineer guy is gonna come up with next.”
God replies, “What? You’ve got an engineer? That’s a mistake - he should never have gotten down there; send him back up.”
To which Satan replied, “No way dude. I like having an engineer on staff, I’m keepin him.”
God retorted, “Send him back up here or I’ll sue.”
Satan laughs loudly and answers, “Yeah, right. And just where are you gonna find a lawyer?”
Brader, hang in there man!! Be strong for your family.
ReplyDeletehey, wats wrong!!! didn't seems to be like you. post it out, let everything out... pour 9 everything out!!! and than u will be fine. ;)
ReplyDeleteLife is not always a bed of roses. Everyone faces the ups and downs. It is ok at times when u feel like shit, just simply because you are a human being. Don't feel burden that your readers only want to read jokes from your blog, we are more than willing to share your sorrows too. We love you.
ReplyDeleteyo brudder..hope all is well and jokes keep coming by the pile..
ReplyDeletehey you know we ll support u all the way man
ReplyDeletethis sounds serious... im here if you need to talk
ReplyDeleteyo bro... apasal??
ReplyDeletehang in there man... we are here for you...
hey wingz! hope things will get better for u soon enuff. Its okay u know if u feel like writing it out. =) who knows, maybe one of your readers will be able to help ya..
ReplyDeletetaikor ... i read your blog daily after getting to know about your blog a year ago ... don't mind you sharing your problems ....
ReplyDeleteHey Bro! Don't forget to include me in your will hor?
ReplyDeletesometimes it helps to talk about it...even if its just on your blog
ReplyDeletesee how many of us here actually cares. after our conversation last night... i think you need to let it all out. it's no shame. you might get actual help... but at least we will provide some sort of support.
ReplyDeletetime to be transparent... should you wish to be so...
"I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrived yet. I have just one day, today, and I'm going to be happy in it. "-Groucho Marx
ReplyDeleteeveryday is a new day, don`t give up,
live strong and treat it as a challenge
it's ok to share with us, maybe we can help u to find a solution too...
ReplyDeleteoh yeah, you can see the numbers already, 30 and still counting. we're all here to support you k? the shit is confirm bad if you will write it up here... because you never wrote a real emo post like this before. whatever it is, you will be ok... life goes on even at it's worst :)
ReplyDeletedying is giving up. Never give in, be a winner and work it out. Talk to somone!!
ReplyDeleteEh uncle, wat happen di?
ReplyDeleteBoss, I don't know what's going on but I do know that only losers commit suicide because they take the easy way out and compounds the problem for their family and friends. You're far from a loser. I can see that you really adore your kid and you have so many people that cares for you.
ReplyDeleteLife throws at us all kinds of shit. Some might bounce right off but others might take a while to get off. You may be stuck with diarrhea this time but hang in there buddy.
Hie...
ReplyDeleteIm your regular reader...
Whatever problems you have im sure there is a way to solve it.... Take it as God's way to make you tougher as a person...
I had my suicidal times but i know its not the answer cause there are many things waiting for me to do it..
So i guess it goes the same to you as well... be strong and keep a positive thinking... it will help you go through tough times like this...
We readers and bloggers will definitely help you if u have anything in need... we are all ears here...
Take care...
Be strong brother, life sometimes can be hard..we all will support u!
ReplyDeleteoeeeei simi daiji ah !? just say leh... theres nothing ahbeng cannot 1 help 1 hor!
ReplyDeletePersonally i have tot of taking my life too but there's alwayz another way out. just that it's abit more harsh prolly. You are not alone and just hang on there~
ReplyDeletewe ready to lend our help, open it wide :)
ReplyDelete*going to temple and pay rm3.60 to get amulet for wingz*
ReplyDeleteHi, I just read your entry and I feel that you're suffering from depression. One of the other symptom is difficulty in sleeping.
ReplyDeleteYou need to get help either from a religious group (crazy Christian groups preferably.....those who offer free food and sing for you) or maybe a shrink. But see the shrink only as a last resort as the drugs will make you feel worser.
The immediate self help you can do is find a running track and run all you can. Release all the stress. Shout out in your heart. Run until you are really out of breath and until all the energy and anger run out.
After that then you can think with a clearer mind, then that is when you can start to slowly try to solve your headaches one by one.
Do try it and I hope that it helps.
P.S I was in a similar state a few years back and this really helped me, hope it can help you too.
Often we find solace in the most unexpected places. Don't give up just yet. Talk to us!
ReplyDeleteAlthough I seldom post comment here, just wanted to let you know dead won't solve you the problem, only to create more problems.
ReplyDeleteNo matter what you problems you having now, your family and friends will alway be there for you. May be you should tell your trusted friends and family and let them help you thru this. More otaks are better than one tiny otak.
Take Care!!
Wah Lau Eh ! So 9 lan serious ah ? Chop that fucker la !
ReplyDeletewingz... you ok ar? long time I no comment on your posts, suddenly this kind of post, I must say something lar!
ReplyDeleteChallenge head on and emerge as the great victor in life!
ReplyDeleteWhat's ur prob ?? At least maybe after u write it out you'll feel better ... heheh .. Chill man ~~
ReplyDeleteHang on there Wingz, Help is on the way.
ReplyDeleteHave faith and bloggers UNITE, we shall hunt down the bugger that got you into this shit.
Live Free or Die Hard!
There is definitely a way out!
During the normal days you bring laughter to your readers, i guess when you have problems, your readers do not mind listening to you and be there for you if we are able to..
ReplyDelete=)
chill la!
Woi, listen to sijeh tokking. You advertise like dis, if betul betul happen, insurance won't compensate a cent. So, don't you go waste hor?
ReplyDeletethis is probably the 50th comment. i was waiting for a larger round up number to comment, but i guess this number is good enuff.
ReplyDeleteim not going to say anything much, because the previous 49 people has sed it. i hope you remember what i told you the other night sifu. =)
just remember we'll all be by your side. all us 50 comment-ers and much much more. if we can be here for you, why cant you be here for us?
think of lil devil. think of yr wife. think of us.
ah! What happened boss?!
ReplyDeletewe're here to listen, help, and..
ReplyDeleteahh.. pour it out larh!
Haiya... just tell us wat hapen wil ya. Pls, we eager to kno. And help.
ReplyDeleteOk, let me try to make a joke n make u at least smile.
1st,
Q: Burung apa tak bela anak?
A: Burung Belatuk
2nd,
Q: Kenapa 2 ekor anjing yang sama umur, sama kuat dan sama pandai tetapi bila lumba lari mesti salah seekor sahaja yang selalu menang? The other one always on the losing side, why?
A: One anjing laut and the other....err.. anjing darat.
Ok.. seriously, just tell us wat in ur mind. Sharing is caring (ok.. not the best words)...
WOI, IT IS NOT APRIL YET LAH!
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